CONFUSED :((((

 THE CRITIC IS BACK WITH HIS STORY :)

                    

Hmmm :) So where to start from.Well its 11:38 P.M. right now.Many a souls would have dozed off to sleep.Many would have completed 2-3 Modules of their 'Sweet Dreams' & others may be wrapping up the days work,updating their accounts & getting ready to say 'good night' to the world before another day,another day to prove themselves begins.Right now am feeling a little uncomfortable during writing,first of all my head is dancing[if its a word] & secondly i think CVS is taking its toll on me.Ya,its a new fast growing disorder,Computer Vision Syndrome,for all the tech savvy & Gen Xxx Yo people who mostly are 'ol' or working on something or the other through their laps for a time which may seem like eternity.


Or for people like me,who can sit in front of lap for 10-12 hours continuously watching 3-4 movies in a go like it was a Home-work which has to be completed come what may.In the last 2 weeks my life has again been on track which means i have been awake all night watching movies,my life,Hollywood & this time for a change some Bolly off beat flicks too.Then dozing off all day from early morning before Dawn till Dusk.Remember Robert Rodrigues "From Dusk Till Dawn" [1996],George Clooney & Quentin Tarantino.Its the month of Love birds,Cupid & proposals,rejections,heart-breaks & how can i forget 'Roses'.I haven't gone to work since 17 days,the sole reason being am tired of working at a place,with people i don't like,work i despise,& moreover people i meet who are all,'Assholes' literally.




Engineering !!! Phewwwwwwwwww..B.Tech in Biotechnology !




"The future is so great in this field that after completing the course you would be landing yourself straight into U.S.
"Bullshit.


Now my story is again a little different,as is every one's story.Born in a family of Doctors i was destined to be a Doctor.Somehow i knew that one that i would end up being a Doctor.I remember purchasing a 1500 Bucks book & studying it "The Essentials Of Medical Physiology" By K.Sembulingham during my Medical preparations "k agle saal to Doctor ban hi jaana hai" [that till next year i would be a Doctor only].hahaah


Cut to Scene 422..Camera Rolling..

&I landed up in Amity,all set to be a Doctor,but became an Engineer.

Cut to Scene 1024....Lights...Sounds...Drums...Guitar...Let There Be Rock :)

Job in a Medical Stem Cell Banking Firm :)

So all set to be a Doctor,i became an Engineer & then got my 1st break in a Medical firm.Yo Yo :)

Welllllll,its a loooooooooooooooong.loooooooooooooooong story you know,from wanting to being a Cricketer as every young boy would have dreamt for himself to a Doctor,to a HR,to a Critic,a Writer & finally again being a Critic its full of confusion,bewilderment & 'Holy Mother Of God' surprises :)To cut it short in due course of time i have realized that the only thing which gives me immense happiness is reviewing.God ! I just loooooooove it.Movies i watch,books i read,anything.Looooove reading reviews & of course writing them too.


Ya,i don't have a degree in Journalism or Mass Com or any related stream & to make matters worse i would definitely have to face much difficulty in convincing my interviewer's that 1st i wanted to become a Doctor for which i dropped a year after senior secondary,then went for College in Biotechnology.Then i had a 2 years experience in Sales & then all of a sudden i wanted to do 'Media & Entertainment'

Holy Cabbage !! 1st of all i have to convince myself for this & then only can i make others believe in me,i guess they would :o




Hmmmm :) Its 2:04 A.M. now.




Arrrrre nahi,inni slow speed niii hamri :) actually Fb pe login kar liya tha..& you know fb naa.
Well had a talk about movies,series,Friends,how I Met Your Mother,24,Lost,The Bing Bang Theory,Prison Break & haan 'UDAAN'.Recommended it to all & all.Gosh !!
I watched it yesterday only & cursed myself for watching it so late.Well more about it in the "Holy Reviews" blog.
One thing is for sure.I really need to change,many things about me specially my sincerity towards my work.I had a talk with my firm tonight & i guess would resume my services from Monday itself.Had a long talk with Papa today,about life,career & job & for the 1st time i didn't get irritated or reluctant while the whole talk took place.Well,i guess the 1st reason being,i myself know i have being destroying myself in the last 2 weeks.Who would loooove seeing there children being awake all night through & then sleeping all day at Home.So what if your job sucks.If Mumma Papa can go to work 70-75 kms away daily doing updown,getting tired a zillion times more than me & being above twice my age then why can't i continue with my job for some more days till i go for Masters.




& yup the 2nd reason being 'Udaan'.This movie i guess is gonna change my life.Inshallah & that too in a good sense :) Hmmm :) So you would be wondering why the Holy duck is he still awake right now.Well,i have to let this night pass by,not sleep all day too & then sleep right away around 11 pm tomorrow,well its today now & then my routine would be normal again :)


"The Body Clock Re-Establishment Theory"


BCRT] :)


U know what Papa told me today that my Principal Sir always used to say that "He can do a lot better than the best of the lot in his class". I looooved hearing that & once again one of my favorite lines from one of the most motivating songs i have eva heard flashed in my mind "In Panchiyo Ko Dekh Kar,Jaage Hai Ye Armaan,Dharti Pe Hum Chalte Hain Par,Chu Lenge Aasmaan".


God !!!! M Filmy :)




Saala..Hamesha,filmo kii batein...har cheeze aa k yahin ruk jaati hai,like ghar walo ki batein hamesha parhai pe aa k khatam hoti hain :)




Well....Its a Friday,& for those who don't know "Ye Saali Zindigi: is releasing today.Well,if the critic won't watch it,who would bring the review.Hai naa !!




Hmmm :) So ending on a positive note though being confused to the core just wanna say..


I know everything is gonna be good.Like it was when i won the 100 % attendence award for attendance every year in School.Accho Aunty always says "gar tum kuch thaan lo,to tum kar ke rahte ho,i know that". "If you make a pact with yourself,that you gotta do something you do it come what may"


Soooo to all the people who believe in me...




"I M Never Gonna Disappoint You"




At least i would try owezzzz not to.




To Mumma,Papa,Principal Sir,Accho Aunty,Sis,Nanu,Mb,Pbj,Kidoooo,Tweeto & everyone who believes in me...haan haan u 2 L Baby & Holy God :)


Thanks for everything.Looooooooooooooooooooooove You




Off to watch "Udaan" again.Holy Motivation needed.Review coming Soon.




God !!! M Filmy :)




& haan 'Chitrangada Singh is Smoking Hot.Khuda Kasamm she is a Bomb :P :P




Hats Off Holy God !!!




U Rock :)

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